登陆注册
6149900000146

第146章 LXVII.(1)

Agatha did not come down to supper with Burnamy. She asked August, when she gave him her father's order, to have a cup of tea sent to her room, where, when it came, she remained thinking so long that it was rather tepid by the time she drank it.

Then she went to her window, and looked out, first above and next below.

Above, the moon was hanging over the gardened hollow before the Museum with the airy lightness of an American moon. Below was Burnamy behind the tubbed evergreens, sitting tilted in his chair against the house wall, with the spark of his cigar fainting and flashing like an American firefly. Agatha went down to the door, after a little delay, and seemed surprised to find him there; at least she said, "Oh!" in a tone of surprise.

Burnamy stood up, and answered, "Nice night."

"Beautiful!" she breathed. "I didn't suppose the sky in Germany could ever be so clear."

"It seems to be doing its best."

"The flowers over there look like ghosts in the light," she said dreamily.

"They're not. Don't you want to get your hat and wrap, and go over and expose the fraud?"

"Oh," she answered, as if it were merely a question of the hat and wrap, "I have them."

They sauntered through the garden walks for a while, long enough to have ascertained that there was not a veridical phantom among the flowers, if they had been looking, and then when they came to their accustomed seat, they sat down, and she said, "I don't know that I've seen the moon so clear since we left Carlsbad." At the last word his heart gave a jump that seemed to lodge it in his throat and kept him from speaking, so that she could resume without interruption, "I've got something of yours, that you left at the Posthof. The girl that broke the dishes found it, and Lili gave it to Mrs. March for you." This did not account for Agatha's having the thing, whatever it was; but when she took a handkerchief from her belt, and put out her hand with it toward him, he seemed to find that her having it had necessarily followed. He tried to take it from her, but his own hand trembled so that it clung to hers, and he gasped, "Can't you say now, what you wouldn't say then?"

The logical sequence was no more obvious than be fore; but she apparently felt it in her turn as he had felt it in his. She whispered back, "Yes," and then she could not get out anything more till she entreated in a half-stifled voice, "Oh, don't!" `

"No, no!" he panted. "I won't--I oughtn't to have done it--I beg your pardon--I oughtn't to have spoken,--even--I--"

She returned in a far less breathless and tremulous fashion, but still between laughing and crying, "I meant to make you. And now, if you're ever sorry, or I'm ever too topping about anything, you can be perfectly free to say that you'd never have spoken if you hadn't seen that I wanted you to."

"But I didn't see any such thing," he protested. "I spoke because I couldn't help it any longer."

She laughed triumphantly. "Of course you think so! And that shows that you are only a man after all; in spite of your finessing. But I am going to have the credit of it. I knew that you were holding back because you were too proud, or thought you hadn't the right, or something. Weren't you?" She startled him with the sudden vehemence of her challenge: "If you pretend, that you weren't I shall never forgive you!"

"But I was! Of course I was. I was afraid--"

"Isn't that what I said?" She triumphed over him with another laugh, and cowered a little closer to him, if that could be.

They were standing, without knowing how they had got to their feet; and now without any purpose of the kind, they began to stroll again among the garden paths, and to ask and to answer questions, which touched every point of their common history, and yet left it a mine of inexhaustible knowledge for all future time. Out of the sweet and dear delight of this encyclopedian reserve two or three facts appeared with a present distinctness. One of these was that Burnamy had regarded her refusal to be definite at Carlsbad as definite refusal, and had meant never to see her again, and certainly never to speak again of love to her. Another point was that she had not resented his coming back that last night, but had been proud and happy in it as proof of his love, and had always meant somehow to let him know that she was torched by his trusting her enough to come back while be was still under that cloud with Mr. Stoller. With further logic, purely of the heart, she acquitted him altogether of wrong in that affair, and alleged in proof, what Mr. Stoller had said of it to Mr. March. Burnamy owned that he knew what Stoller had said, but even in his present condition he could not accept fully her reading of that obscure passage of his life. He preferred to put the question by, and perhaps neither of them cared anything about it except as it related to the fact that they were now each other's forever.

They agreed that they must write to Mr. and Mrs. March at once; or at least, Agatha said, as soon as she had spoken to her father. At her mention of her father she was aware of a doubt, a fear, in Burnamy which expressed itself by scarcely more than a spiritual consciousness from his arm to the hands which she had clasped within it. "He has always appreciated you," she said courageously, " and I know he will see it in the right light."

She probably meant no more than to affirm her faith in her own ability finally to bring her father to a just mind concerning it; but Burnamy accepted her assurance with buoyant hopefulness, and said he would see General Triscoe the first thing in the morning.

"No, I will see him," she said, "I wish to see him first; he will expect it of me. We had better go in, now," she added, but neither made any motion for the present to do so. On the contrary, they walked in the other direction, and it was an hour after Agatha declared their duty in the matter before they tried to fulfil it.

同类推荐
  • 锦县志

    锦县志

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • The Romany Ryel

    The Romany Ryel

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • Modern Spiritualism

    Modern Spiritualism

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 佛说大乘智印经

    佛说大乘智印经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 卢至长者因缘经

    卢至长者因缘经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
热门推荐
  • 正如那些汹涌而去的岁月流年

    正如那些汹涌而去的岁月流年

    曾经的美好被称为过往的云烟,我斗胆借来一片,向自己述说他们还能回想起的那份执念,告诉世间,他们的一切不应该被忘却。
  • 木叶之一拳超人模板

    木叶之一拳超人模板

    【无敌文+爽文】穿越火影忍者世界,获得埼玉模板系统,一拳天地崩。叮!请选择。1、对战千手柱间和宇智波斑,奖励:满级时空穿梭。2、收徒雏田,炮姐和呆毛王,奖励:最牛直死魔眼。3、游览综漫世界,结识利威尔,萌王和琦玉老师,奖励:限制器外挂。...去的世界:进击的巨人、从零开始的异世界生活、转生史莱姆、型月...Ps:推书《木叶之超级赛亚人》PS:你们决定漩涡鸣人,宇智波佐助,宇智波鼬出生问题。
  • 五灵天剑

    五灵天剑

    一个祖居山野的小王爷,因为莫名的机缘得到一件异宝,却也因此失去了父亲,家人和整村的村民。也因为这件异宝,他从此踏上了修仙之路,修炼古老的功法,却接二连三的被卷入各种阴谋中。身世之谜,修仙界秘闻,无数秘密像一张画卷一样在他面前展开。一个山野小子,如何在各种漩涡洪流中生存下来,并逐渐找回自己。一个山野小子,如何踩着无数敌人的尸体,登上世界的最高峰。
  • 染幽传

    染幽传

    一部虚拟历史的小说,讲述主角家破人亡,受尽艰难险阻,结识五位兄弟,夺取江山的故事,也包含一些爱恨情仇。
  • 极品村夫守护神

    极品村夫守护神

    孙辰是一个小小山村里的村夫,本过着安康的生活,可有一天,他跌入了一个被村人称为“死亡穴窟”的洞穴里.......从此,村夫便走上了带你装逼带你飞的道路....
  • 道心浩然

    道心浩然

    天地有正气,杂然赋流行,下则为河岳,上则为日星,于名曰浩然,沛然塞苍冥,长存天地间。我有两把刀,一把破苍穹,一把斩神魔,心存浩然气,凛然立天地。杨昱为了寻找失踪的阿娘,解开全家惨遭屠杀之谜,决心踏上修行之路。青阳江上,他三头六臂刀斩三妖,招摇山玄尊门推荐大会上,他如彗星经天,一鸣惊人,九州仙盟大会上,他已一己之力,扛起玄尊门,带领豫州大陆年轻修行一辈,问鼎九州第一仙门之誉,落梅山,义结七友,扫尽十万妖魔,魔皇殿,力拔屠神刀,荡平魔族百万雄师,还人界清平。当一切都拨云见日,迷雾解开之时,他却发现,阿娘的失踪之谜,牵连着一更大的秘密,一个只有踏上九天才能解开的秘密。
  • 半脑

    半脑

    人如果有了电脑的内存会如何呢?究竟机器人是否会取代人呢?
  • 妃天下:拆了王府踢掉妾

    妃天下:拆了王府踢掉妾

    她神经大条且刁蛮霸道,一心拒嫁却被爹爹出卖,嫁进王府后才发现,她这个正牌王妃居然并不是想象中那么回事儿,特别是那个冰山脸王爷,为什么一直冷冰冰的,前辈子是块冰吧?
  • 少奶奶超甜超强的

    少奶奶超甜超强的

    夜罗云煌,千年豪门夜罗家族的少主,权倾天下,清贵无双,传言他爱妻如命,宠妻上天。那一年,她被欺骗伤害,倒在血泊中,绝望之中,是他出现救了她。活过来后,古凝霜有两件事要做,一个是报仇虐渣,另一个是报恩。可是这突然冒出来喊她妈妈的小男孩是谁?她能说她还是个处吗?最早时,古凝霜:“夜罗少主,我不能做夜罗家族的少奶奶。”后来,古凝霜:“夜罗云煌,孩子都有了,你要对我负责,要宠我爱我。”夜罗云煌:“人都是你的,心都给你了,还不够宠你爱你?”
  • 忠义少俠传奇

    忠义少俠传奇

    汉和帝时窦宪专权,衡杀害了一批忠臣,他们的子女出逃,和民间俠士结合,学功学武,在仙道传授下,武功精进。他们抗击贪官强暴,救百姓于水火。后壮大武装,与王室勤王大军结合除奸安邦,巩固了东汉政权。小说集武打和爱情于一体,故亊动人,语言精美,有可读性。