"I have thought it over,mother,"he answered in a deep voice."I will take Marie to the school here in Tours.I will give ten thousand francs to our old Annette,and ask her to take care of them,and to look after Marie.Then,with the remaining two thousand francs,I will go to Brest,and go to sea as an apprentice.While Marie is at school,I will rise to be a lieutenant on board a man-of-war.There,after all,die in peace,my mother;I shall come back again a rich man,and our little one shall go to the Ecole polytechnique,and I will find a career to suit his bent."A gleam of joy shone in the dying woman's eyes.Two tears brimmed over,and fell over her fevered cheeks;then a deep sigh escaped between her lips.The sudden joy of finding the father's spirit in the son,who had grown all at once to be a man,almost killed her.
"Angel of heaven,"she cried,weeping,"by one word you have effaced all my sorrows.Ah!I can bear them.--This is my son,"she said,"Ibore,I reared this man,"and she raised her hands above her,and clasped them as if in ecstasy,then she lay back on the pillow.
"Mother,your face is growing pale!"cried the lad.
"Some one must go for a priest,"she answered,with a dying voice.
Louis wakened Annette,and the terrified old woman hurried to the parsonage at Saint-Cyr.
When morning came,Mme.Willemsens received the sacrament amid the most touching surroundings.Her children were kneeling in the room,with Annette and the vinedresser's family,****** folk,who had already become part of the household.The silver crucifix,carried by a chorister,a peasant child from the village,was lifted up,and the dying mother received the Viaticum from an aged priest.The Viaticum!
sublime word,containing an idea yet more sublime,an idea only possessed by the apostolic religion of the Roman church.
"This woman has suffered greatly!"the old cure said in his ****** way.
Marie Willemsens heard no voices now,but her eyes were still fixed upon her children.Those about her listened in terror to her breathing in the deep silence;already it came more slowly,though at intervals a deep sigh told them that she still lived,and of a struggle within her;then at last it ceased.Every one burst into tears except Marie.
He,poor child,was still too young to know what death meant.
Annette and the vinedresser's wife closed the eyes of the adorable woman,whose beauty shone out in all its radiance after death.Then the women took possession of the chamber of death,removed the furniture,wrapped the dead in her winding-sheet,and laid her upon the couch.They lit tapers about her,and arranged everything--the crucifix,the sprigs of box,and the holy-water stoup--after the custom of the countryside,bolting the shutters and drawing the curtains.Later the curate came to pass the night in prayer with Louis,who refused to leave his mother.On Tuesday morning an old woman and two children and a vinedresser's wife followed the dead to her grave.These were the only mourners.Yet this was a woman whose wit and beauty and charm had won a European reputation,a woman whose funeral,if it had taken place in London,would have been recorded in pompous newspaper paragraphs,as a sort of aristocratic rite,if she had not committed the sweetest of crimes,a crime always expiated in this world,so that the pardoned spirit may enter heaven.Marie cried when they threw the earth on his mother's coffin;he understood that he should see her no more.
A ******,wooden cross,set up to mark her grave,bore this inion,due to the cure of Saint-Cyr:--HERE LIES
AN UNHAPPY WOMAN,WHO DIED AT THE AGE OF THIRTY-SIX.
KNOWN IN HEAVEN BY THE NAME OF AUGUSTA.
Pray for her!
When all was over,the children came back to La Grenadiere to take a last look at their home;then,hand in hand,they turned to go with Annette,leaving the vinedresser in charge,with directions to hand over everything duly to the proper authorities.
At this moment,Annette called to Louis from the steps by the kitchen door,and took him aside with,"Here is madame's ring,Monsieur Louis."The sight of this vivid remembrance of his dead mother moved him so deeply that he wept.In his fortitude,he had not even thought of this supreme piety;and he flung his arms round the old woman's neck.Then the three set out down the beaten path,and the stone staircase,and so to Tours,without turning their heads.
"Mamma used to come there!"Marie said when they reached the bridge.
Annette had a relative,a retired dressmaker,who lived in the Rue de la Guerche.She took the two children to this cousin's house,meaning that they should live together thenceforth.But Louis told her of his plans,gave Marie's certificate of birth and the ten thousand francs into her keeping,and the two went the next morning to take Marie to school.
Louis very briefly explained his position to the headmaster,and went.
Marie came with him as far as the gateway.There Louis gave solemn parting words of the tenderest counsel,telling Marie that he would now be left alone in the world.He looked at his brother for a moment,and put his arms about him,took one more long look,brushed a tear from his eyes,and went,turning again and again till the very last to see his brother standing there in the gateway of the school.
A month later Louis-Gaston,now an apprentice on board a man-of-war,left the harbor of Rochefort.Leaning over the bulwarks of the corvette Iris,he watched the coast of France receding swiftly till it became indistinguishable from the faint blue horizon line.In a little while he felt that he was really alone,and lost in the wide ocean,lost and alone in the world and in life.
"There is no need to cry,lad;there is a God for us all,"said an old sailor,with rough kindliness in his thick voice.
The boy thanked him with pride in his eyes.Then he bowed his head,and resigned himself to a sailor's life.He was a father.
ANGOULEME,August,1832.
