I drew her a little nearer to my heart; I took a first kiss from her lips, thereby sealing the compact, now framed between us; afterwards she and I were silent, nor was our silence brief.Frances’ thoughts, during this interval, I know not, nor did I attempt to guess them; I was not occupied in searching her countenance, nor in otherwise troubling her composure.The peace I felt, I wished her to feel; my arm, it is true, still detained her; but with a restraint that was gentle enough, so long as no opposition tightened it.My gaze was on the red fire; my heart was measuring its own content; it sounded and sounded, and found the depth fathomless.
“Monsieur,” at last said my quiet companion, as stirless in herhappiness as a mouse in its terror.Even now in speaking she scarcely lifted her head.
“Well, Frances?” I like unexaggerated intercourse; it is not myway to overpower with amorous epithets, any more than to worry with selfishly importunate caresses.
“Monsieur est raisonnable, n’est-ce pas?”
“Yes; especially when I am requested to be so in English: butwhy do you ask me? You see nothing vehement or obtrusive in my manner; am I not tranquil enough?”
“Ce n’est pas cela—” began Frances.“English!” I reminded her.
“Well, monsieur, I wished merely to say, that I should like, of course, to retain my employment of teaching.You will teach still, I suppose, monsieur?”
“Oh, yes! It is all I have to depend on.”
“Bon!—I mean good.Thus we shall have both the same profession.I like that; and my efforts to get on will be as unrestrained as yours—will they not, monsieur?”
“You are laying plans to be independent of me,” said I.
“Yes, monsieur; I must be no incumbrance to you—no burden in any way.”
“But, Frances, I have not yet told you what my prospects are.I have left M.Pelet’s; and after nearly a month’s seeking, I have got another place, with a salary of three thousand francs a year, which I can easily double by a little additional exertion.Thus you see it would be useless for you to fag yourself by going out to give lessons; on six thousand francs you and I can live, and live well.”
Frances seemed to consider.There is something flattering to man’s strength, something consonant to his honourable pride, in the idea of becoming the providence of what he loves—feeding and clothing it, as God does the lilies of the field.So, to decide her resolution, I went on:—“Life has been painful and laborious enough to you so far, Frances; you require complete rest; your twelve hundred francs would not form a very important addition to our income, and what sacrifice of comfort to earn it! Relinquish your labours: you mustbe weary, and let me have the happiness of giving you rest.”
I am not sure whether Frances had accorded due attention to my harangue; instead of answering me with her usual respectful promptitude, she only sighed and said,—“How rich you are, monsieur!” and then she stirred uneasy in my arms.“Three thousand francs!” she murmured, “While I get only twelve hundred!” She went on faster.“However, it must be so for the present; and, monsieur, were you not saying something about my giving up my place? Oh no! I shall hold it fast;” and her little fingers emphatically tightened on mine.
“Think of my marrying you to be kept by you, monsieur! I could not do it; and how dull my days would be! You would be away teaching in close, noisy school-rooms, from morning till evening, and I should be lingering at home, unemployed and solitary; I should get depressed and sullen, and you would soon tire of me.”
“Frances, you could read and study—two things you like sowell.”
“Monsieur, I could not; I like a contemplative life, but I like an active life better; I must act in some way, and act with you.I have taken notice, monsieur, that people who are only in each other’s company for amusement, never really like each other so well, or esteem each other so highly, as those who work together, and perhaps suffer together.”
“You speak God’s truth,” said I at last, “and you shall have your own way, for it is the best way.Now, as a reward for such ready consent, give me a voluntary kiss.”
After some hesitation, natural to a novice in the art of kissing, she brought her lips into very shy and gentle contact with my forehead; I took the small gift as a loan, and repaid it promptly,and with generous interest.
