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第88章

Under her husband's expressionless stare, and remembering her mother's empty room across the landing, she felt an acute pang of loneliness.She had never been parted from her mother before.They had stood by each other.

She felt that they had, and she said to herself that now mother was gone - gone for good.Mrs Verloc had no illusions.Stevie remained, however.

And she said:

`Mother's done what she wanted to do.There's no sense in it that Ican see.I'm sure she couldn't have thought you had enough of her.It's perfectly wicked, leaving us like that.'

Mr Verloc was not a well-read person; his range of allusive phrases was limited, but there was a peculiar aptness in circumstances which made him think of rats leaving a doomed ship.He very nearly said so.He had grown suspicious and embittered.Could it be that the old woman had such an excellent nose? But the unreasonableness of such a suspicion was patent, and Mr Verloc held his tongue.Not altogether, however.He muttered, heavily:

`Perhaps it's just as well.'

He began to undress.Mrs Verloc kept very still, perfectly still, with her eyes fixed in a dreamy, quiet stare.And her heart for the fraction of a second seemed to stand still, too.That night she was `not quite herself', as the saying is, and it was borne upon her with some force that a ****** sentence may hold several diverse meanings - mostly disagreeable.How was it just as well? And why? But she did not allow herself to fall into the idleness of barren speculation.She was rather confirmed in her belief that things did not stand being looked into.

Practical and subtle in her way, she brought Stevie to the front without loss of time, because in her the singleness of purpose had the unerring nature and the force of an instinct.

`What I am going to do to cheer up that boy for the first few days I'm sure I don't know.He'll be worrying himself from morning till night before he gets used to mother being away.And he's such a good boy.I couldn't do without him.'

Mr Verloc went on divesting himself of his clothing with the unnoticing inward concentration of a man undressing in the solitude of a vast and hopeless desert.For thus inhospitably did this fair earth, our common inheritance, present itself to the mental vision of Mr Verloc.All was so still without and within that the lonely ticking of the clock on the landing stole into the room as if for the sake of company.

Mr Verloc, getting into bed on his own side, remained prone and mute behind Mrs Verloc's back.His thick arms rested abandoned on the outside of the counterpane like dropped weapons, like discarded tools.At that moment he was within a hair's breadth of ****** a clean breast of it all to his wife.The moment seemed propitious.Looking out of the corners of his eyes, he saw her ample shoulders draped in white, the back of her head, with the hair done for the night in three plaits tied up with black tapes at the ends.And he forbore.Mr Verloc loved his wife as a wife should be loved - that is, maritally, with the regard one has for one's chief possession.This head arranged for the night, those ample shoulders, had an aspect of familiar sacredness - the sacredness of domestic peace.She moved not, massive and shapeless like a recumbent statue in the rough;he remembered her wide-open eyes looking into the empty room.She was mysterious, with the mysteriousness of living beings.The far-famed secret agent Δof the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim's alarmist dispatches was not the man to break into such mysteries.He was easily intimidated.And he was also indolent, with the indolence which is so often the secret of good nature.

He forbore touching that mystery out of love, timidity, and indolence.

There would be always time enough.For several minutes he bore his sufferings silently in the drowsy silence of the room.And then he disturbed it by a resolute declaration.

`I am going on the Continent tomorrow.'

His wife might have fallen asleep already.He could not tell.As a matter of fact, Mrs Verloc had heard him.Her eyes remained very wide open, and she lay very still, confirmed in her instinctive conviction that things don't bear looking into very much.And yet it was nothing very unusual for Mr Verloc to take such a trip.He renewed his stock from Paris and Brussels.Often he went over to make his purchases personally.A little select connection of amateurs was forming around the shop in Brett Street, a secret connection eminently proper for any business undertaken by Mr Verloc, who, by a mystic accord of temperament and necessity, had been set apart to be a secret agent all his life.

He waited for a while, then added: `I'll be away a week or perhaps a fortnight.Get Mrs Neale to come for the day.'

Mrs Neale was the charwoman of Brett Street.Victim of her marriage with a debauched joiner, she was oppressed by the needs of many infant children.Red-armed, and aproned in coarse sacking up to the armpits, she exhaled the anguish of the poor in a breath of soap-suds and rum, in the uproar of scrubbing, in the clatter of tin pails.

Mrs Verloc, full of deep purpose, spoke in the tone of the shallowest indifference.

`There is no need to have the woman here all day.I shall do very well with Stevie.'

She let the lonely clock on the landing count off fifteen ticks into the abyss of eternity, and asked:

`Shall I put the light out?'

Mr Verloc snapped at his wife huskily.

`Put it out.'

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